Saturday, October 15, 2011

Anytime soon

It's been 6 months and my heart still lives in past
Every minute it watched you forget me so fast
You left me with so many unanswered questions
Leaving me with nothing of everything that i had.

I stood there with my eyes wide open
Wondering what had happened
I tried not to close my eyes
never wanted to lose the picture of you from my mind
but within a blink of eye
i lost you
but then i realized i never had you.

My mind wonders what were you thinking
Was it just another game you were playing  ?
If you were i must say,
You are really good at this game.

You threw me off guard with your first text
a song from Avril Lavigne called Girlfriend,
Even after so long i can say
That was the most beautiful night.
Even at the worst it brings out a bright smile

You knew when i faked a laugh
You used to fix my every grammatical mistake
I still remember those long waits for your call
While you were busy thinking of someone else.


It feels bad to know that i wasn't good enough for you
Even when we were together i really found everything to be unreal
I tried making myself understand that it was happening
but who expects to find a beautiful rose in a battlefield.

I hope wherever you are
You find someone for yourself soon
To count the stars with you at night
Below the beautiful lit moon.

My best wishes will always be with you
And as things are going i don't think so
that i will be able to forget you anytime soon.










7 comments:

  1. Beautiful poem! :)

    Hey, most of the times, I don't go personal on anyone's poems but yeah, you should move on! :) Let it just be and you'll see, love can be wonderful and its not necessary it has to last! :) For the limited time you have love, you should cherish and then just let go! :)

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  2. That's something i been trying for quite a while but my cassette is stuck on her somehow and the harder i try, the more i find myself drawn to her.So i just let it be.
    Time is the best healer.

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  3. This is so beautiful. And sad. There is so much love. And yet there isn't enough. I have all these words of wisdom. But I won't share. Because they are useless. But I do know that you will be fine. Soon.

    I love the header. It's cute. :-)

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  4. Thank you so much Zeba :)
    It's glad to come across a person who understands :)

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  5. Last Stanza has wishes for her and its proves the true love, even though she is not with u, you wanna see her happy always..really nice..

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  6. Hi Zain, i was going through some blogs and have come across your's..you have put down your thoughts very well..i have been going through the same..its very hard to forget your love..The below lines which you have said are absolutely true.
    "That's something i been trying for quite a while but my cassette is stuck on her somehow and the harder i try, the more i find myself drawn to her.So i just let it be.
    Time is the best healer. "

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  7. Thank you very much anon and i hope you read my appreciation :)
    I would like to know you, just as to know :)
    Thanks :)

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