tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7933506464624018382024-02-07T18:53:47.384+05:30Mesmerizing dream and realityXainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00265591043115659589noreply@blogger.comBlogger50125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-793350646462401838.post-67527145053783846292016-07-17T03:40:00.001+05:302016-07-17T03:40:04.322+05:30An ordinary man<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Six years has passed by<br />
Walked million miles away from you<br />
Traveled through so many roads<br />
Yet i feel standing closer to you.<br />
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What is this magic you have cast upon me ?<br />
No distance seems too far<br />
In my travels i have met so many<br />
Yet my compass guides me to where you are.<br />
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This heart refuses any other<br />
No matter how much the universe says,<br />
You are the only to have been to all my corners<br />
And it just doesn't seem to settle for anyone else.<br />
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I remember your happiness<br />
For the surprise i pulled,<br />
You received so much more from others<br />
Even today you don't know the effort it took.<br />
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If reality met the distance of you in my heart,<br />
You'd be in my arms,<br />
Your head buried in my chest<br />
Feeling a burning love and warmth.<br />
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I have found a key to be in heaven<br />
Which is waking up next you,<br />
Your hair all messed on my pillow<br />
Loving every bit of you.<br />
Your breath falling on my hand<br />
as i move it across your face<br />
To be sure heaven is real<br />
Or is it just one of God's game<br />
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Not a day would go by<br />
Where i wouldn't say those three words,<br />
If it ever happens so,<br />
Know that i am no more.<br />
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Nothing of this is in vain<br />
After years of struggle and setbacks<br />
You're that inspiration to have made me pick up my pen.<br />
I shall write about the world and all i can<br />
Every drop of ink in me will have the world believing,<br />
That an extraordinary woman was loved extraordinarily by an ORDINARY man.<br />
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Xainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00265591043115659589noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-793350646462401838.post-26486377755360983532014-09-18T02:32:00.000+05:302014-09-18T02:38:13.192+05:30Weapons<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Broken, lying on the ground<br />
With bruises from the war,<br />
Dreaming of the touch of water at your shore.<br />
Breathing with a passion lost<br />
and a pounding heart giving in,<br />
I know IT comes as sweat beams down my skin.<br />
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The dust bids farewell<br />
When my breath pours down on it<br />
There is none but your name on my lips<br />
Eyes embracing darkness<br />
Like a lost love found<br />
The cost of freedom seems to exist under the ground.<br />
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As the air whispers words in my ears<br />
Soul stuck in my throat<br />
I recognize those lines and surrounds me a shield of hope.<br />
I hold on in desperation<br />
To hear what you have to say more,<br />
Your words ignites a line<br />
A line that says i myself am a cure.<br />
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I get up<br />
from my knees<br />
As some strength i summon,<br />
I see your guardians surrounding,saying<br />
And what is the life of this world except the enjoyment of delusion. (3:185)<br />
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This world is a war<br />
With words as guns and grenades<br />
Filled with endless misery and heartache.<br />
In between from the dark smoke<br />
Your words guides me<br />
To take the hand of every fallen and needy.<br />
And I rise up<br />
With more than just strength,<br />
I say to your angels, <br />
"I shall do more because to some it still doesn't make any sense"<br />
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As they leave<br />
they light up the sky,<br />
Let us make sure<br />
To help the lost get back their lives.<br />
There is more to us than ourselves<br />
A little kindness and love our weapons<br />
To help them escape their hells.<br />
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Xainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00265591043115659589noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-793350646462401838.post-6427764052343299102014-04-10T01:29:00.000+05:302014-04-10T01:29:18.993+05:30I<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Night light in darkness<br />
The air flowing through your hair<br />
My reason of breathlessness<br />
Allow me to love you of my share<br />
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Glance me with your eyes<br />
Share in me as your thoughts<br />
Indulge me as your addiction<br />
Like my soul has been bought<br />
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We look at the cherry sky<br />
While lying beneath its story<br />
You see something else<br />
While I, our glory.<br />
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Many stories of love<br />
Sung and lost<br />
I don't intend on preserving ours<br />
Because love such ours are made<br />
To be lived across.<br />
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Turn around to me<br />
Let me gaze in your eyes<br />
There lives someone's dream<br />
There lives 'I'.</div>
Xainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00265591043115659589noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-793350646462401838.post-89978177364867389172013-07-27T21:05:00.001+05:302013-07-27T21:05:23.101+05:30Her life and my soul<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
A step through the broken front door<br />
into my room of heaven,<br />
Every step away feels a distant shore<br />
Hours seem to in arms of seconds.<br />
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If these dull dented walls could talk<br />
They would tell your story,<br />
How you ended up in a place like this<br />
a place miserable with suffering and no glory.<br />
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I make way towards the stairs<br />
their planks could crunch down with my cold feet<br />
yet i am thankful to them<br />
for taking me somewhere where i was complete<br />
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As i walk towards you i remember,<br />
Remember your bright eyes in darkness of night,<br />
Among the crowd of women selling their pride for money<br />
I walked towards you and asked you to tell me your story ?<br />
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You looked at me with so much pain and smiled<br />
Held my hand and brought me here,<br />
You sat with me on bed and kept looking at me through the night<br />
It was an amazing intoxicating atmosphere.<br />
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I am almost there<br />
but the stairs seem to bend quite more,<br />
Why is it trying to stop me ?<br />
and why is there blood and glasses shattered on floor.<br />
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A voice echoes my name from behind<br />
I turn around and see a woman,<br />
She nods saying everything i didn't want to hear<br />
She says there was a "madman".<br />
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I had no air to breathe suddenly<br />
and i didn't want to cry<br />
Didn't want to stench the happiness of her place with sadness<br />
I turned around and kept walking towards you to say goodbye<br />
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I saw how he held her by hair and dragged her<br />
From stairs to her room breaking her bangles,<br />
All the while she looked at me and smiled<br />
She was still in my sandcastle.<br />
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I walked into the shattered room<br />
Nothing was the same to remember,<br />
Blood quenched on bed where we lay together all night<br />
Once it was warm with us in coldness of december.<br />
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I see her lying on the floor<br />
and i see how he there took my life away from me<br />
The broken vase beside you and your scars shouted<br />
how you struggled to save me.<br />
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There was nothing left for me there<br />
I stood outside the brothel<br />
While they take you away in front of me<br />
Blood on my hands and a very cold heart,<br />
Tears iced in my eyes of your every scar <br />
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Who said love is when it stays with you all your life<br />
Our story isn't incomplete nor our love<br />
As i watch my world go by<br />
I refuse say goodbye.<br />
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Xainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00265591043115659589noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-793350646462401838.post-80391391160031707232013-07-06T11:51:00.000+05:302013-07-06T11:51:04.609+05:30Stirs<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
My voice lost in someones happiness<br />
Under warm sunlight i have no shadow,<br />
I welcome the rose light at dawn<br />
Everyday with pain agony and sorrow.<br />
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I fail everyday in making her happy<br />
to her my small world's light is rainfall<br />
I have given up everything i could gladly<br />
Everything that defined me i parted from all.<br />
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When everything is gone<br />
I am giving up bits of me slowly<br />
For her sake i am barely holding on<br />
Soon i will burn into ashes and just be a story<br />
I even doubt that i'll last that long.<br />
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With every word from her lips<br />
Wears out a little bit of my soul<br />
Like in autumn the leaves from branches<br />
and she always craves for more.<br />
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At once she says she's happy<br />
another instant i am cursed,<br />
Her use of words are so devastating<br />
It's like whatever good i have done is reversed.<br />
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I now doubt my actions<br />
Fear is now my closest friend,<br />
because she doesn't like any emotion<br />
Which doesn't starts and finishes at her end.<br />
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The truth is i cannot make her happy<br />
I have given her everything i got<br />
From promises to leave my birth existence<br />
Everything for which i once fought.<br />
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So exhausted,<br />
With her every word my faults are known<br />
I do not know how to get rid of them<br />
they are involuntary and not in my control.<br />
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I do not wish for death<br />
Because somewhere i care for people beyond her<br />
Which is something she cannot bear<br />
Then is it death who stirs ?<br />
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Xainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00265591043115659589noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-793350646462401838.post-21718729207205315822013-02-25T01:46:00.000+05:302013-02-25T01:46:23.403+05:30Dormant<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
When do you plan to start again ?<br />
You legs seem to not to move,<br />
Yet you try to walk on broken glass<br />
You try so hard yet you have nothing left to prove. <br />
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The rain pouring outside your window <br />
You watched it fall drop by drop, <br />
Now they are just some sound<br />Just like trying to crawl after you learned to walk. <br /><br />You have been dormant long enough <br />Take a good look around, <br />Their souls eagerly wait <br />To feel and hear your imagination and its sound.<br /><br />Show the colours and pictures in your head <br />Wrap them in your words like a warm winter blanket, <br />Keep your words simple like you always have <br />So that it even unfolds the mind of less fortunate.<br /><br />You lack inspiration and emotion<br />
so write about how it feels to be this,<br />
it never has been penned to impress people<br />
for you it is to express what your mind perceives .<br /><br />
It is time to try and get it all back <br />or just make a fresh start,<br />
Love and pain is both in the air <br />and there's nothing in the world like that.<br />
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Xainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00265591043115659589noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-793350646462401838.post-90641427004097514902012-12-25T22:45:00.001+05:302012-12-25T22:45:14.802+05:30Bhai.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
I don't know what i will do now <br />Now that you are gone,<br />
This house feels so alone<br />
How will i keep my mother strong ? <br /><br />She loves you in such countless ways<br />
Kept you away from any harm,<br />
Treated you like her little baby <br />Even when you were all grown. <br /><br />We fought so much <br />So much wrong things i said to you,<br />
I don't know why i am not brave enough<br />
To bow my head down and apologize right to you.<br />
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Please don't feel i won't miss you <br />because i already am,<br />
Don't trust my expressions<br />
because my tears are blocking my imagination. <br />
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I can't stop crying <br />thinking how am i going to survive without you <br />Those stupid fights <br />And those little things i brought just to fix things through.<br /><br />Who is going to fix my computer,<br />Bhai ? <br />I will have no one to call to,<br />
Who will understand my dreams<br />
and make ammi abbu understand to<br /><br />Ammi is going to miss you so much <br />I can't be her favorite, <br />I can't be what you are to her <br />and things you said to make her day. <br /><br />Words can't explain how empty this house is<br />
Who is going to complain about ammi's food ? <br />But you will still have it <br />When mom said "aao apne haat se khila du". <br /><br />I know you are out there <br />To fulfill your dreams<br />
And to fulfill mine, <br />Believe in yourself<br />
because i am telling you<br />
You're God's one amazing design. <br /><br />I will try my best to keep ammi and abbu happy <br />But i won't be able to do what you did, <br />There is a reason they looked after you so much <br />Because you have a spectacular and magnificent gift.<br /><br />
Stay strong <br />and believe,<br />If someone cause you problem <br />I will come right down there and break his teeth.<br />You can count on me now <br />i will try my best <br /><br />You have our duas <br />Please STAY SAFE.<br />
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Xainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00265591043115659589noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-793350646462401838.post-53211830690677152932012-12-11T13:51:00.003+05:302012-12-11T14:04:28.134+05:30No More.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
I missed opportunities i will never get again, not because i wanted to but because i was lied to countless number of times.Somewhere the mistake stays mine, i grew up with a burning passion to fulfill my dreams and live the way i wanted to but how do i when your parents lie to you and basically doesn't give even a little importance to it.How do i when they pretend they care and make promises to just leave me when it is time to fulfill them ?<br />
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This passion of music, photography, writing and studying in a really good college were the only thing i wanted and loved the most after Allah and my parents.I lived my dreams in my dreams at night and sometimes daydreaming brought such immense satisfaction in me that nothing in the world ever can.I never wanted a car, or a motorbike or fancy cellphones or anything as such but life is quite the opposite i guess.Never even had a normal life or family, just a dysfunctional living through the day and helping my parents to just avoid fight and when they do i found myself in the crossfire and when it all ended i realized i have an exam tomorrow.What should i had done then ? <br />
Leave them be just to hurt each other or could had left to concentrate on my studies ? <br />
I couldn't opt for the latter because no matter what family is something much more important.Spent 8 years trying to solve their fights while my brother was their acting as a catalyst and provoking the fire with his tongue.Constant false promises finally ended my desire to study.I am at fault here to be honest because i relied on them a lot but what can a guy do when he is too occupied with fights almost all the years when he was supposed to work on his dreams and the funny thing is, i still am stuck there and when i played my part they always ditched me, left me with a broken dream and unfulfilled promise. <br />
Music ? <br />
Well that became a joke.Passion lost at its best and that is all i can say.Musicians Institute, California, application sent, got an audition and still i am here sitting here typing this down in this God forsaken house.<br />
Photography, well to be honest i thank Allah for the gift he gave me in photography.Of course everything comes raw and you have to polish it but it also requires a lot of other factors in it like FREEDOM, TIME, and last but not least a CAMERA.I was 17 when i won few competitions in school and at state level but i guess that wasn't enough satisfaction for them.Now here i am 21 lost the eye for photography and the touch because promises made several times and not kept.<br />
I have so much to say for once, so much held inside but can't find the right words to express.I am just living for one person now, Adrishi.I don't love her and that is the truth which she also knows but she loves me and that is more than enough for me to stick around with her.Honestly it is not pleasant always but i guess i have to, she deserves it plus i know her she is pretty suicidal when it comes to me.I've lost everything i always wanted, i don't want someone to feel the same.I know dreams and a person are a whole different thing but what if that is what you always wanted, you knew you could spend your whole life just living your dream ?<br />
I am just a really really sad person filled with countless grief inside my heart trying to make a person happy but i guess i am failing at that as well.So many complaints and not being able to fulfill her expectations and countless compromises.I know my problem is not the worst, there are people who go through much more and telling myself that is how i get through the day, every single day.<br />
I can't write anymore poems or stories because it all is just gone.So much worries, troubles and sadness has taken over me and no one can do a thing about it.Basically i am a cat who is crying over a spilt milk, which i will never ever get back again in my life.I feel so tired, so tired, waking everyday for no reason.<br />
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When i thought all is gone and lost and cannot be taken back lets just live through the day somehow, being with friends, hanging out, buying and doing small things for myself to stay away from reality,GOD disapproved me of it as well.Now my parents don't want that to happen with me as well.December month, this was the only time i could have gone out with my best friend to Delhi where we always wanted to go together since the start of our friendship.He will be leaving for his higher studies in the coming few months and i will be busy with my exams to get the degree my parents only want and basically after that we won't be able to meet for a really long time let alone going to a place we always wanted together and then comes my god damned internship and his job.Life requires logic to be lived in properly with a pinch of reality and this is what is mine.<br />
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I won't mind if i wake up dead tomorrow and don't live through the day.<br />
Call me a person who complains a lot and whatsoever but in this misery trying to make others happy and making their problems go away, leaving friends is not a proper life for a guy who always lived with a burning passion for his dreams.<br />
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I thought i will feel good after typing all this but not even close, not even remotely close.<br />
Who was i kidding ? <br />
All of this won't change my reality. <br />
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I will live somehow thinking this is not the worst, it is yet to come and some are living it.<br />
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Xainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00265591043115659589noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-793350646462401838.post-78207711555036187452012-10-07T13:35:00.000+05:302012-10-07T13:35:05.308+05:30Last thought in his mind<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
She hurt him bad <br />So bad that he couldn't find himself again, <br />Each day became something to just get through <br />Nothing in his head and heart was the same.<br /><br />The fire in his heart was put out <br />Like a burnt tree which can never catch a fire,<br />His pain was lost in the crowd <br />which he hid well and became a bold faced liar.<br /><br />Everyone watched how he made others laugh <br />They said his pen truly expressed his emotions,<br />Truth was with her gone<br />He had lost just more than someone. <br /><br />Behind his bold ideas of reality and laughter<br />He thought of ways to bury his heart <br />Tried keeping his feelings away from his broken smile<br />But from inside he was slowly falling apart.<br /><br />She was there falling in love with someone else <br />Thinking of a new love in the depth of night, <br />While he was still there lying on his bed <br />Trying yet couldn't get her off his mind.<br /><br />Time didn't heal his pain away <br />Tired of even getting betrayed by the greatest healer,<br />He knew it was a love that doesn't happen everyday <br />and without it he felt the end to be nearer.<br /><br />With him lost his control of his heart and mind <br />With his fire burned down<br />With his failed attempts to leave the past behind<br />He only wishes to sleep buried deep in the ground.<br /><br />Where thoughts of her won't reach him<br />not even the betraying time, <br />With nothing to believe in <br />Still he will leave with her as the last thought in his mind.<br />
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Xainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00265591043115659589noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-793350646462401838.post-51684587537638036082012-06-23T19:29:00.000+05:302012-06-23T19:29:03.254+05:30A Heart Caught Stare<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
I was sitting with friends <br /> When I saw you head up the stairs,<br /> It was to be a regular glimpse<br /> But it became a heart caught stare.<br /> <br /> I watched as you gently walked towards me <br /> Every grace of your every footstep,<br /> The curls of your hair graciously spoke to the wind<br /> I witnessed how your smile and heart made a music so perfect <br /> <br /> I wanted to look away<br /> But as much i wanted to look at you<br />
You looked so beautiful in the black grey dress,<br /> Tell me what was my heart supposed to do<br /> When i saw beauty at its best. <br /> <br /> I slowly looked away pretending i didn't see<br /> While you sat at a little distance with your friends,<br /> I rushed to the washroom and looked myself in the mirror<br /> That very moment i realized<br /> You were way out of league.<br /> <br /> As i came out with my head so down<br /> With a sad acceptance,<br /> I felt a stare from eyes brighter than the brightest town<br /> It was you and it didn't look like some coincidence <br /><br />
I was trying to hide my smile<br /> while you kept stealing looks at me,<br /> I was trying to listen to my friends<br /> but my mind wandered to something so beautiful i have never heard of or seen.<br /> <br /> In my mind i played every way to talk to you<br /> What a moment of desire and need you became, <br /> Despite of all the ways i thought of i couldn't make a move<br /> And i wondered in a crowd of so many how only you easily mesmerized my senses<br />
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This happened for a while<br /> And my friends left,<br /> I stayed back alone<br /> Craving for one last look and to lose my breath.<br /> <br /> I waited for hours for one last glimpse<br /> I knew well it was crazy ,<br /> I felt even a lifetime wasn't enough<br /> To put our names in history.<br /> <br /> It didn't happen the way i wanted it to<br /> As always,<br /> I left with a burning desire of one last look of you <br /> And the need to know your name.<br /> <br /> It has been 2 days and i can't get your picture off my mind<br /> No matter what i do,<br /> It feels i have left something behind.<br /> <br /> Again today i had gone<br /> Hoping for one specific miracle You,<br /> Even today i had my hopes high and on<br /> Yet things didn't happen the way it were supposed to. <br /> <br /> What is it that you have done to me?<br /> All my eyes desire for is you<br /> How have you become my last at night and first thought every morning ?<br /> What kind of magic you spell bounded me to ?<br /> <br /> In this city of thousands <br /> I believe someday i will run into you,<br /> I don't care of the odds<br /> I will get my last glimpse hoping it will start something new.<br />
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I been staring at this paper<br />
Trying to write anything,<br />
Trying so hard to not let anyone down<br />
But nothing is what it used to be.<br />
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Once there was a time <br />
Writing was a pen to emotions in my heart and mind,<br />
Feelings not known to anyone<br />
Kept and buried deep inside.<br />
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What can i write <br />
When i don't feel the same anymore,<br />
Every bit of the old me seems to have disappeared <br />
And I have no feelings to share or show.<br />
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Love were expressed and imaginative stories were made<br />
To few it were wonderful while for others it were fine,<br />
I penned down even the last drop which I could not say<br />
My emotions together with an essence of rhyme.<br />
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I do not know why I cannot fill this blank paper<br />
May it be because I am not the same anymore,<br />
Even while writing this I try and wonder <br />
How can emptiness be showed ?<br />
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With this I bid farewell to this use of pen and paper<br />
With this I accept the truth,<br />
It is pointless to pick up a pen and express never<br />
It was a phase like a grass covered with a dew.<br />
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I am sorry to disappoint<br />
I tried real hard,<br />
Consider this the end of a phase<br />
Like a temporary beating of a dead heart<br />
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</div>Xainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00265591043115659589noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-793350646462401838.post-12571787538002335282012-04-24T02:30:00.003+05:302012-04-24T02:30:58.996+05:30For Them<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Watch their hands lie on the dry ground <br />Drier than the desert, <br />Lips trying to tell their story but cannot make a sound<br />life can't be given with just promises and words. <br /><br />Look in their eyes and picture what they feel<br />Because feeling like that is something unreal for you,<br />For few hours try and live their lives <br />You cannot imagine the pain and agony in their shoes. <br /><br />Look at that mother trying feed her little ones <br />Though her tongue hasn't tasted anything in days,<br />Yet she smiles and gives her children pieces of crumbs <br />Not thinking of even taking a bite of that bread.<br /><br />Their tears have dried up <br />They have not even sadness to spill,<br />Not just from clothes and shelter <br />They have been dried off from their faith and will.<br /><br />If you have a candle light it up for them <br />If you got a voice you better shout out to them, <br />Re-ignite the faith and hope <br />and do not stop till you hit the melodious heart warming note.<br /><br />Sometimes it will be easy<br />sometimes it's going to be hard, <br />Give them reasons to breathe freely <br />Lets build back their world which has been torn apart.<br /><br />Everyone looks for a reason to live <br />some while looks for reason to love ,<br />They are in need to believe <br />that there is more to life than what they are living of.<br />If you still feel your troubles are bigger <br />and you are the more unfortunate one,<br />Still i hope praying once in a day for them <br />won't add up to your problems, <br />That little effort will make you to million to one.<br />
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<br /></div>Xainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00265591043115659589noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-793350646462401838.post-55660755329281362882012-04-17T00:33:00.000+05:302012-04-22T13:42:50.185+05:30Dear Future Wife.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Do not worry, i am on my way to steal you from all of them.<br /> If you
are sad at the moment, I promise when you are with me you will never
ever feel the same. If you are little unwell and no one is able to
recognize that, i promise i will be there to give you medicine and cover
you with a blanket and lay right beside you holding you in my arms to
make you feel the warmth you need.<br /> I do not care if you are sick, i WILL kiss you.You don't need to worry about cooking much because i will often fix us a meal.<br />
I will leave anything that comes in between us. Even if its my job,
because such things come and go, but for you i have been waiting for a
real long time. So long to keep you smiling and laughing.I know all of
these will make you cry when i die but one thing is for sure i will be
happy knowing you loved me the same.I cannot promise that i can be the
PRINCE charming you always imagined but i will definitely do things for
you which even a girl wanting a fairytale cannot imagine.<br /> I do not care what your past is, how many guys you have<br /> been with.But i promise i will be the one which you have been wanting, may it ask to change me.<br />
I promise to be a great dad. It doesn't matter if i fill my stomach or
not i promise yours will never go empty.I do not care if i wear the best
clothes but i promise i will give you the best of what i can.<br /> I
promise to hold your feet and gently fit the shoes you desire even if i
wear nothing.I promise you this, wherever you are, whatever you think of
love, it is not enough compared to the amount of love i will give you.I
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</div>Xainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00265591043115659589noreply@blogger.com18tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-793350646462401838.post-34468468328185936472012-04-10T02:29:00.000+05:302012-04-10T02:29:46.453+05:30Angel<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Waiting for that one change<br />
which will make everything alright, <br />the start of the day would be just more than just okay<br />
Filling this burning hole in broad daylight.<br />
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People warning about other people<br />
tired of wars and miseries, <br />It's like being a slave to a needle<br />
Feels like it's been forever since i been on my knees. <br />
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So tired of the disappointing life<br />
of solving the bewildered puzzles<br />Someone always holds a knife with their well hid lies<br />
Around every corner awaits new troubles.<br />
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The pictures beside me in the their frames<br />
comes with such bitter memories,<br />
Had enough of the change <br />
Just need a simple release. <br />
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Tonight with an angel<br />
will fly far away from here, <br />
Those wings will be the shelter to light and rain<br />
away from this endlessness which i feel.<br />
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Let me be empty tonight <br />
Hold my hand O Angel fly me away from here,<br />
Let me be a free kite<br />
i will sing a song so please take it from my lips to God's ears.<br />
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In this madness let me be free,<br />
away from this sadness<br />
i don't want it perfect but as simple as it could be.<br />
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In this dark room with a storm raging in my head<br />
i need a little comfort,<br />
Let your arms be my bed<br />
These stars and nights are not enough.<br />
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And as i lie down and close my eyes<br />
i wish you to pull me away from this shipwreck,<br />
Cleared my head with questions like Why<br />
just listening to the gentle drops of rain, <br />Don't be late because i am too tired <br />
Free me from these chains<br />Take me far away O angel<br />
from this world of miseries and pain.<br />
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<br /></div>Xainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00265591043115659589noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-793350646462401838.post-37828821366061170472012-03-21T11:10:00.001+05:302012-03-21T11:10:33.302+05:30More than Loved<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
When you pass down the lane<br />They all turn around and look at you the same<br />Watching the beautiful sunlight shimmer through you hair<br />And I can not blame them<br /><br />You are like a gentle flower that flows with the wind<br />I can see how the breeze loves to accompany you<br />and the bright sun shines and tries to make a shadow of yours like never before seen. <br /><br />
The way you move your eyes<br />A sweet pain passes through my heart,<br />Every time your feet touches the ground <br />I can feel the ground smiling in a disguise perfected to art<br /><br />You are not something ordinary<br />nor are you angel-like,<br />Calling you an angel would be lie<br />because you are something more than just a heavenly delight.<br /><br />Your eyes are deeper than any ocean,<br />Yet the reflection of skies can be clearly seen<br />I never believed in miracles<br />but now i have faith in the things unseen.<br /><br />The small directions your hair sways<br />my heart seems to dance that way,<br />Whenever you pass by<br />the air fills up with a mesmerizing scent<br />It's like letters from heaven which were never sent.<br /><br />I do not like them,<br />The ones who gets to be part of you everyday,<br />From the sun, to wind, to the rain touching your face.<br />You are on the moon while i stand on earth<br />if you come just a little close<br />I will show you what you are worth.<br /><br />When the sun gets too bright to bear<br />I will gently come close to you<br />and blow some cool air,<br />When the rain is falling too hard<br />I will pull you under a shelter,<br />A lot of men will take you under their umbrella<br />but I will be the one to stand with you in the rain.<br />I cannot move the ground when it gets hard on your feet,<br />But i will be the one to stay up all night to take care of 'em<br />and gently kiss you on the forehead before you go to sleep.<br />I cannot be there in your bad dreams<br />but i will certainly be beside when you have one,<br />Because now i know what love actually does,<br />and all i know now is to make you feel more than loved.<br />
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<br /></div>Xainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00265591043115659589noreply@blogger.com14tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-793350646462401838.post-77502010872234568372012-01-29T03:54:00.001+05:302012-01-29T03:54:42.362+05:30I Will ( Forever And Always )<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Here we are <br />in this secret place <br />The world seems so far away<br />Wrapped around in love's warm embrace.<br /><br />Holding your hand and i am trying to look at you <br />But my eyes just don't seem to meet yours ,<br />Because i find it amazingly beautiful<br /><br />The clear moonlight from the gray skies <br />are reflecting in your eyes,<br />Your hair shimmers gently with wind <br />You are driving me so wild. <br /><br />I am trying to be strong <br />Thinking of not meeting those soft lips <br />Don't get me wrong<br />Just want to seal my love with one kiss. <br /><br />You are the picture perfect girl <br />The one of whom i thought of every night,<br />I cannot buy you diamonds and pearls <br />But being with you just feels so right.<br /><br />I want to give you everything you ever wanted <br />I promise you will wake up everyday with a rose on your bed<br />I will whisper all that you need to hear <br />I will do things for you no one ever has done or said. <br /><br />Will carry you to bed every night <br />Lie with you down beside till you close your eyes, <br />Wrap you in my arms <br />and turn off the lights. <br /><br />Even when we grow old <br />i will wake you up with a kiss every sunrise,<br />Whenever you feel cold <br />I will cover you with a blanket every night. <br /><br />We will dance in rain and snow<br />Will live every moment <br />Like there is no tomorrow. <br /><br />I will never take you for granted <br />Will love you in every little way you wanted <br />Never let a tear fall from your face <br />Will be right next to you forever and always. <br /><br />I will let the world know that you are the prettiest thing i have ever seen <br />And YOU are My Queen.<br />
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<br /></div>Xainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00265591043115659589noreply@blogger.com24tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-793350646462401838.post-79680978896627595522012-01-25T03:12:00.001+05:302012-01-25T03:12:38.788+05:30War<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<br />How many tears will fall on the ground ?<br />From the silent eyes on the left charcoal and sulfur,<br />Gently blood stumbles from the wound down<br />Bullets and bodies can't seem get enough of one another.<br /><br />The sounds of bullets raging out to other side <br />Taking down a father, brother, a friend,<br />The soldier lying down in his blood <br />with also million thoughts in his mind can't hear anything.<br /><br />A gray cloud of dust has taken over the skies <br />Wherever he turns his eyes <br />He watches hatred and death,<br />His breath keeps gulping out as it's begging to be free<br />He thinks is this what he will remember as he draws his last breathe ?<br /><br />His innocent childhood friend standing by him <br />Too busy taking others lives, <br />As he looks at the mud covering his boots<br />He remembers once it was something they played with and he smiles.<br /><br />Suddenly from between the noise and echo <br />something drops and a shrill of silence can be heard <br />Followed with voices of cries and despair <br />and end of lives uttering incomplete words.<br /><br />As his breathe gets dimmer with other lives <br />he sees his child<br />how he hugged him when he left home and tears he cried, <br />How he came running as the soldier walked out the door <br />He grabbed his fathers legs saying "daddy please don't go".<br /><br />The night before he left flashes <br />How he held on to her the whole night, <br />Whispering all the love he could in her ears <br />Because somewhere they both knew it was the last time.<br /><br />All the while brothers around him kept falling <br />but he didn't see the war,<br />He saw what he wanted to see <br />Not the bombs but a dream worth dying for. <br /><br />He died with his eyes wide open<br />Now being just a worthless thing for them,<br />Packing his body in a box and they send him home <br />Stealing someone's family of their happiness and smile Again.<br /><br />Once war starts and millions fall <br />they promise this would be the last <br />but then the blood shed in some way goes on,<br />This world is Hell-bent and heaven bound.<br />Thousands of die everyday over materials of this world <br />Intentions and motives not making sense and really unclear.<br />They want to live like immortals so they waste others lives <br />Too desperate to run from their wrong actions and deeds <br />Thinking the materials would keep em free from guilt at night.<br />
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<br /></div>Xainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00265591043115659589noreply@blogger.com15tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-793350646462401838.post-59019373687553378752012-01-18T03:44:00.000+05:302012-01-18T03:44:35.323+05:30Fading Winter<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Standing by this cold river</div>
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watching the leaves gently wither away</div>
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The beautiful memories seems to turn bitter</div>
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Everything is the same</div>
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The same beautiful cold moonlit night</div>
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The same silent empty lanes,</div>
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The same cold breeze gently flows through my hair</div>
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but my lips are forgetting your name.</div>
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Once these lanes heard my distant laughter</div>
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Once the light brightly fell on my smile</div>
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Brighter were the morning after</div>
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When i woke up listening to your voice,</div>
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Everything is the same,</div>
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Just me with a lost smile and your voice</div>
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Fading away.</div>
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These winds seems to have come from your direction</div>
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Touching my closed eyes,</div>
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Your face is slowly painted in my imagination</div>
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It was not your mistake</div>
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It wasn't mine</div>
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These roads wind up back to my place</div>
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but the absence of what is missing has changed everything.</div>
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I gently lay my head down on my pillow</div>
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With your left memories bringing me some peace,</div>
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Like it's resting right beside me making me fall asleep,</div>
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while my eyes meets it's ends</div>
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I hear the thoughts of you and imagination fade away,</div>
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In an envelope of dreams away from one another</div>
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I am glad it is going away like the fading winter.</div>
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</div>Xainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00265591043115659589noreply@blogger.com15tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-793350646462401838.post-50225352010227730562012-01-08T15:09:00.000+05:302012-01-08T15:09:25.000+05:30You be the song<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-size: small;"><strong>Here i see you walking by </strong></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><strong>Looking so pretty like a sunshine </strong></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><strong>You don't even know who am i </strong></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><strong> I am just another guy in your life </strong></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><strong>A perfect picture defines how beautiful you are</strong></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><strong>But it's not enough for me </strong></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><strong>I want to make you a melody</strong></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><strong> And sing out aloud. </strong></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><strong>I want to take you out </strong></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><strong>And live the time like crazy </strong></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><strong>sing the song to the crowd </strong></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><strong>and wrap your arms around me,</strong></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><strong>I wish i could play pause and repeat</strong></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><strong> the way i feel it's supposed to be. </strong></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><strong>I would sing about your beauty </strong></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><strong>and would keep in on repeat </strong></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><strong>About your pretty big eyes </strong></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><strong>and how you sweep me off my feet, </strong></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><strong>the smell of your hair in the sunlight</strong></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><strong> and amazingly how you are both bitter and sweet. </strong></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><strong>I'd write to let the world know about you </strong></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><strong>i would not need to think hard </strong></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><strong>because i would write straight from my heart </strong></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><strong> and compose you like a melody perfected to art. </strong></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><strong>If i get it right </strong></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><strong>they would sing along </strong></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><strong>and when they see you somewhere </strong></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><strong>they would know you are the girl from my song.</strong></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}">Dear 2011,<br />
You have been both nice and not so nice to me, to be honest you are not
be blamed for the bad part because it is our decisions and choices
which causes misery and troubles and yes of course some are just
natural.Life ain't bed of roses as we all want it to be, there will be
ups and downs so will there be in 2012 and in the coming years.Just want
to thank you for the good things which was brought to me, God been
pretty nice to me providing me food, shelter and whatever which is
necessary and at times more than just expected :)<br /> </span></span></h6>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}">The most beautiful thing that happened this year was that i had found love and one of the worst was that i lost it as well.Life always comes with experiences, i don't think we should blame you for it.As i scroll down my facebook homepage i see people blaming YOU for their miseries and troubles.I really do not know why people are so weak at accepting their own weakness and troubles in making correct decisions.Yes there are few things which are out of our control so what ? <br />As i said before life cannot be perfect, it will have it's ups and downs.Sometimes things may go really down the hill and sometimes up the hill and it is just weird that people just notice the bad things happened to them not the good ones.My blog dashboard is filled with notes to you, some state extreme hatred and disappointment.I wonder how can just a man made day cause so much trouble to the world ?<br /><br />The world really needs to think properly i guess.<br />But there is something common among everyone, They all expect the coming year to be way much better. <br /> - Laughs - <br />I thought most people believe that world will end in the year 2012.I am pretty sure if a person commits suicide this year poor 2012 will be blamed for it and yeah how can we forget GOD.<br /><br />PS 2012 <br />I am VERY SURE you are going to be the MOST abused and disgraced year, way much than 2011 is going through at the moment :D<br /><br />PS HAPPY NEW YEAR :)</span></span></h6>
</div>Xainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00265591043115659589noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-793350646462401838.post-36999449209024383032011-12-22T18:27:00.000+05:302013-12-10T01:16:48.861+05:30My Beautiful<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Don't look at me with those hazel eyes<br />
It's driving me wild<br />
Don't play with your hair the way you do<br />
It becomes so hard to not look at you<br />
Stop being so quiet yet so beautifully loud.<br />
The cuteness in your silence<br />
is as innocent as a child.<br />
You're all i can see in this wild crowd<br />
Secretly i pray you stay awhile.<br />
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I don't know who you are<br />
I don't care if you are tough to get as a falling star<br />
All i know i can't resist looking at you<br />
i am trying so hard<br />
yet can't find a way through.<br />
Staring at you feels so true<br />
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Hey beautiful<br />
I am sitting here staring<br />
Daydreaming<br />
That you would come to me<br />
And sit by me<br />
Make me the lucky man<br />
To hear your voice<br />
To feel your touch<br />
Hey Beautiful<br />
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Two nights passed since i saw you<br />
I may be with friends<br />
I may be at work,<br />
But all i can think of is<br />
When will i see you again?.<br />
Because my eyes surrendered to yours<br />
The moment they saw you<br />
This beautiful pain<br />
Seems to have no end.<br />
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Where do you stay ?<br />
How were you as a kid ?<br />
Tell me all about the dreams you hid<br />
share with me everything you havent told anyone<br />
In me put all your faith and belief<br />
and just look me in the eyes<br />
And you will know<br />
How beautiful you are<br />
A voice within will tell you<br />
We can make it far<br />
We will make it through<br />
I promise to love you the way no one has ever loved you<br />
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Hey Beautiful<br />
I don’t want to hide anything from you<br />
I want to tell you, about you I feel so true<br />
I want to be your man<br />
I want all your attention<br />
Yet i can’t make a move<br />
Please give me a sign<br />
Please give me chance<br />
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Turn around and look at me<br />
In these eyes burns an emotional fire<br />
Please let me be your everything<br />
Let me be your desire<br />
I will never leave you<br />
Never ignore you<br />
Trust me beautiful<br />
You are the song in my life<br />
From my guitars broken string<br />
To my unsung melodies<br />
You are not just beautiful<br />
You are <strong>MY Beautiful </strong><br />
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I can see it in your eyes<br />
It's the way you look.<br />
I know how much you hate goodbyes<br />
I can feel all the pain you took.<br />
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Life didn't give you much<br />
But you still clinged on to it<br />
Hoping For a better day<br />
Every night with hope you slept.<br />
In the end you always found yourself<br />
Like an abandoned ship<br />
Cold, empty and wet<br />
<br />
Saw you sitting by the cotton tree<br />
Alone with tears falling from your face.<br />
I stood there and wondered<br />
Who had brought sadness to such a beautiful face.<br />
<br />
I sat beside you<br />
And in no time we became friends<br />
You held my hand<br />
And in a sighing voice you asked<br />
"Will I See You Again ?"<br />
<br />
Days passed,<br />
You gave me beautiful sleepless nights<br />
Nights of stars in empty skies<br />
And your thoughts.<br />
No matter where i am<br />
I think about you.<br />
<br />
I know your scared<br />
Just once hold my hand<br />
And you will feel my tender love and care.<br />
Please give me a chance.<br />
<br />
I will give you my coat when you are cold<br />
Hold you close forever.<br />
Be the reason for your smile even when we are old.<br />
My love for you can never be enough<br />
Because This Is An Evergreen Love<br />
<br />
When I close my eyes i see you<br />
When i look at the gentle blue skies<br />
I feel we can make it through.<br />
I promise you<br />
I will never leave you.<br />
<br />
I am gonna love you<br />
like nobody loved you<br />
I want to be your everything.<br />
Want to be the dream you dream.<br />
<br />
I want to sleep with you forever<br />
I want to spend my life together<br />
I want to die in your arms<br />
And i will make your world<br />
better than ever.<br />
<br />
Even After I Die<br />
I Will Wait For You<br />
Will Wait For Your Touch<br />
From Somewhere Above<br />
I Will Look At You<br />
And Shower You With All My Love.<br />
<br />
Just Give Me<strong> A Chance</strong><br />
To Give You What You Deserve<br />
Together We Will Make The Sweetest Story<br />
Ever heard.<br />
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</div>Xainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00265591043115659589noreply@blogger.com14tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-793350646462401838.post-12677667737092046002011-12-18T13:26:00.001+05:302013-11-11T10:52:24.396+05:30A Beautiful Day, Everyone is A Beggar In Some Way<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Woke Up On A God Blessed Day<br />
Thought It Will Be Good In It's Own Way<br />
Had Forgotten I Am Born Somewhere<br />
Where nothing goes anywhere.<br />
<br />
Shouts, Fights thats what i saw<br />
What i heard when i broke out<br />
from the deep slumber<br />
The fresh day took no time to become a nightmare.<br />
<br />
Alone i left as always i did<br />
On way to offer my prayers<br />
Missed holding my fathers hand<br />
My heart felt so heavy and it was so hard to bare.<br />
<br />
On my way to bow down before the Almighty<br />
I was lost in my thoughts wondering<br />
Didn't know where i was going<br />
The bright sunny day<br />
was just more than dark to me.<br />
<br />
Passing below the shadows of old trees<br />
And i am just walking with my grief<br />
Beggars all around on there knees<br />
Asking For Money<br />
Asking For A Life.<br />
<br />
I heard a voice from behind,<br />
turned around and saw a father holding his son<br />
His son was blind.<br />
The way he holded his fathers hand<br />
The way his father had his arms around him<br />
They sent a message of love<br />
like a restless wind.<br />
<br />
I don't know why i cried there<br />
it was so hard to hold back my tears<br />
I was missing something<br />
something very bad.<br />
Something i wish i had.<br />
<br />
By the time the prayer was about to start<br />
I felt this emptiness creeping into me<br />
Some kind of loneliness<br />
I felt in a crowd of more than hundreds<br />
A pain i never pray that anyone would feel.<br />
<br />
Sat among hundreds of strangers<br />
but was a beggar of one<br />
Something i couldn't even beg for<br />
Beggar of love and care<br />
Of my loved ones.<br />
<br />
Was standing with my head<br />
bowed down before God<br />
But all i was doing<br />
Was trying not to let my tears fall.<br />
<br />
There was this pain i hated that i felt<br />
I was quiet but shouting for help.<br />
Prayers ended and so did my tears<br />
Hugged the stangers<br />
and asked for their blessing and prayers.<br />
<br />
Came back the way i left<br />
i heard nothing stays the same forever<br />
but i also did hear family is always meant to be there.<br />
It was my destiny to be alone<br />
have so many people called My Own<br />
But having them is like having a lifeless Stone.<br />
<br />
Everyone in this world is a beggar<br />
Among My Own I Am A Stranger.</div>
Xainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00265591043115659589noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-793350646462401838.post-54804256864788267352011-12-16T14:39:00.000+05:302012-03-01T19:01:01.728+05:30The Princess<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
It's 1 am still i can't get any sleep<br />
My eyes have tears,<br />
But remembering the way she talked to me<br />
My heart skips a beat.<br />
<br />
She came like a princess<br />
and as she left<br />
Of my own fall i became a witness.<br />
I can't even count the number of times i called her beautiful<br />
Because she was so amazing<br />
but just so illusional<br />
<br />
Days passed<br />
The truth with every minute was revealed<br />
The girl i fell for<br />
Came to my life<br />
and got my fate sealed.<br />
<br />
I followed her just like a dog,<br />
when she felt pity<br />
She turned around<br />
And gave a smile.<br />
It was more than enough for me to wait<br />
Wait as i have to walk hundreds of miles<br />
Just to see her again smile<br />
<br />
Her beauty cannot be expressed in words<br />
The way she talks<br />
Will steal your heart away<br />
Words coming from her beautiful lips<br />
Will add a life to your day.<br />
The depth in her eyes is like a never ending maze<br />
once you get in you can never get out.<br />
She is the girl one can only dream about.<br />
<br />
Among the above truth's<br />
Lies A Hidden Lie<br />
Something held and kept so deep inside.<br />
You will feel like a Prince around her<br />
But you are no more than the other prince's in her life<br />
Your kiss and love is worthless and can never wake this Snow White.<br />
<br />
She had this beautiful spell over me<br />
which i couldn't breaktrough<br />
All along i knew it was wrong<br />
But i ignored it because the feeling of being loved<br />
and to love was something so amazing something so new.<br />
<br />
Soon the dream was shattered<br />
like million pieces of glasses<br />
I woke myself up, to the truth with tears in my eyes<br />
knowing the dream was better then reality.<br />
And it was the dream that mattered.<br />
<br />
Now i had to walk away from her<br />
because i knew nothing was right nothing was true<br />
i was just one of those guys from her life<br />
whom she gave life to<br />
splashed waves of colors<br />
just to take it back again.<br />
Reality is so ugly incompared to dreams<br />
and for me things will never be the same.<br />
<br />
You made me fall for you<br />
with every beautiful words you used<br />
but you were never there to hold my hand and save me.<br />
I feel like a idiot who gave his heart too soon.<br />
I am now walking away from you<br />
Will not be the same person<br />
whom you made feel like a fool.<br />
<br />
You came in my life just to teach me a lesson<br />
A page i would had loved to skip<br />
and embrace the dream.<br />
Because deep inside I am still the fool .<br />
You brought me in the middle of rain with an umbrella overhead<br />
And within a blink of an eye you walked away<br />
Through it all alone i will now search for a better day.<br />
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</div>Xainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00265591043115659589noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-793350646462401838.post-55938893649128206652011-12-14T17:54:00.000+05:302011-12-14T17:57:48.248+05:30The world we know<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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We know what love is<br />
We have sight yet act blind towards it,<br />
Open your eyes and see how the other half lives<br />
I see you all don't care even a bit.<br />
<br />
If you ask me what i want<br />
I would ask you to look around,<br />
Realize the truth we knew all along<br />
There are lives lost and needs to be found.<br />
<br />
I don't want presents wrapped with ribbons and strings<br />
No i do not want fancy clothes or any expensive things,<br />
Let me make this clear<br />
There are people searching for just a helping hand,<br />
People who live each day in gripping fear.<br />
<br />
Have you seen the father without a hand trying to carry his crying son ?<br />
The helplessness he feels.<br />
Have you seen the blind one who cannot be even blinded by the sun ?<br />
Even nature cannot make him see it's beauty<br />
Have you seen the little kid standing outside the clothes store<br />
Having nothing to cover his body yet desires so little,<br />
Have you seen those dry tears falling from the face of unfortunate ones ?<br />
Ones whose loved ones died of hunger with a desire of few crumbs.<br />
<br />
The world we know now knows only one kind of love<br />
Between a guy and a girl,<br />
People are too busy weaving their fairytales<br />
Stealing the winds out of their sails.<br />
<br />
Let the windows of your hearts open<br />
Share some faith love and peace,<br />
Lets take a little break from our petty worries and pain<br />
and pray for them whose life we cannot even imagine to live.<br />
<br />
I pray everyone feels loved tonight,<br />
Lets put some light of faith in those given up eyes,<br />
Lets bring a smile on those dry lips<br />
and let the music of laughter live over the fearful cries.<br />
<br />
Give a flower to the one who needs some hope<br />
Share some food with the hungry,cold and broke,<br />
Love the ones to whom affection has never been shown<br />
Such kindness will make you richer than gold.<br />
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